Katari A68220 Log 19

29/04/11 / 20:04:28

Pr Ellis is seriously annoying me. It is not normal to give a robot a teenage girls' book. It has stuff about freaking PUBERTY and FASHION and BOYS. WHO NEEDS THAT?! Um, O.K., fine, I might need help on that last topic. But still. I don't think "The Girl Dictionary!" is going to help.

None of the boys in it use pink highlighters, are easily hurt and exasperatingly cute. They're just these stupid MACHO guys who are like, "Ohh, I check out girls' eyes all the time, and I like long hair on a chick, and I don't like to talk about feelings, blah blah blah."

I mean, what?

AHHHHH, I CUT MY HAIR!! IT'S A BOB NOW! WHAT IF CAM--

No, it's fine, as I have already established, he is not one of those guys. I think. I hope.

Anyway - about him. I think I'm being really rude to him... Not on purpose, but I just feel really awkward about him now. (PROFESSOR ELLIS, YOU DID NOT HELP AT ALL IN THAT DEPARTMENT.)Like, when he's there, all I can think of is getting away, but when he's not there I really want him to be!

FRUSTRATION.

But I'm making the effort to be kinder to him. I mean, I don't want him to not like me. Anyway, it's not that hard. Although I'm super worried I'll get carried away and let something slip about my feelings for him... Oh, well. I'll just hope that nothing goes horribly wrong.

I have to go now. Cam - yes, I'm calling him Cam again, because he freaked out when I called him Cameron - wanted to watch Ben 10 with me. Which I couldn't refuse because:
a) my new resolution
b) Ben 10 is awesome.